Short and Sweet

What do you call James Bond in a bath tub?

Bubble 07 ;)

Happy Thursday!

I'm running on about 3 hours of sleep. 

Something was just not letting be get to sleep last night.

I'm pretty excited about the weekend,

tomorrow my mom and her husband will be going to Miami and staying there for the night.

I won't throw a party buttttt let's just say tomorrow shall be a fun day :)

Then on saturday and sunday I have my Publix orientation.

Then I believe I start my training, which is when I start getting payed!

$$$$

I'm going to be keeping busy with school and now work. 

I dont know if I can handle that.

I mean I wake up for class at around 6-6:30

and I just get so sleep I just want to go home and pass out on my bed.

They're probably going to have me start work right after class, 

which is at 1.

You gotta do what you gotta do right?

Chloe :)

My night guard ♥

Swaggggggg -___-

I dislike the way people think sometimes.

I was told I was being a follower because someone wore a shirt I liked, then I bought it for myself.

Soooo?

If I like it, I'm going to get it. Simple as that.

Just because someone else has something I'm going to buy,

does not make me a follower.

Just makes me a buyer lol

But seriously, that's ridiculous.

I don't call people followers when rappers come out with phrases or mottos

and people use them like every day on their facebook statuses or tweets.

Remember the whole "SWAG" phase?

Holy crap I could not stand that.

For every little thing, people would say swag after every statement.

"Just stole a candy bar from the store.. Swag"

"Just took a shower.. Swag"

Like seriously?

So after the "swag" phase, this rapper Drake came out with his new album and one of his songs is called "The Motto"

In this song he would say YOLO is the motto.

You Only Live Once

I have to admit I follow that motto, but I don't advertise that I do.

You only live once, so live it the hell up by taking opportunities and chances.

Not by saying YOLO everyday.

People are loco lol

So away with the negativity, this week is going by pretty quickly.

I started playing COD (Call of Duty) Modern Warfare 3

I was playing online so basically I got my a** kicked.

I did better than what I expected though :)

I was forced to play, but now I'm pretty much hooked.

Once I start something, it's a must that I have to get better.

Game on ;)

Kids? What kids?

Ever felt like you were running on empty?

Just so completely tired, you can close your eyes and just dream away.

That's how I feel right about now.

I am such a cranky person in the morning, I hate being asked so many questions.

My mom was bugging me before class.

She kept asking me all of these non-important questions.

My number one question that just makes me giggle but angrily is

Mom- "Kyle?

Me- "Yes mom"

Mom- "Are you up?"

I mean I answered, yes I'm up!

But anywho,

Yesterday I was asked a random yet interesting question.

I was asked if I ever wanted children. 

Of course I do, but not any time soon.

I believe I'm not ready to have that much of a responsibility

I want to wait until I'm settled in with a career, a wonderful home and married.

Now as for the baby making, it's either going to be adoption or have someone carry the baby for us.

But who knows what will happen in the future.

I get nervous around babies.

I don't want to hurt them, they look so delicate.

That nervousness goes away when they turn like 2 or 3.

I was nervous to hold my niece when she was born, I didn't want to hurt anyone's feeling not wanting to hold her but I couldn't help it.

 I think they are precious and adorable, but I don't know what it is that get's me nervous around them.

Especially in public, if a random child came up to me and was just staring at me,

what do I do?

I wouldn't mind talking to him or her even though they would probably have no clue to what I am saying, 

But I don't know how the parents feel about that, they might attack me.

So would I like to have children, yes.

Am I ready for all of that? No.

I do think I will make a great parent one day though 

:)

Interesting Weekend

Ohhhh Monday.. Why have you snuck up on me so quickly?

So the Giants won. Yay!

I'm not really a football kind of guy but I am from New York so I do represent my state ;)

I didn't really watch the whole game.. I only watched it when it was during the 4th quarter and about 59 seconds left in the game. Lol

But I was told the Patriots were winning most of the game. 

So I think it's pretty cool how back in '07, the Giants were against the Patriots that year.

And it was about the same concept, the Patriots were in the lead and then the Giants made a comeback and won the Superbowl. 

Pretttyyy awesome. 

I had a get together yesterday so I enjoyed my Superbowl Sunday.

Oh man, I just remembered.

People that take football seriously.. like over the limit.

...

I don't know why, but I canNOT be around them.

You say one little thing about their team and it's like they turn into the Hulk.

Sheesh

I went to go see that Chronicle movie on Friday.

Ehh, it was cool but it was very predictable as well.

It's about these one teen, his life is just horrible.

His mom is deadly ill, his dad is abusive and he is bullied in school.

He starts to record his life using video camera.

Him and these two others boys find a big hole in the ground near a rave they went to

and of course they wanted to be curious and look inside.

They find this alien-ish looking rock thing and that's glowing. Next thing you know the camera started spazzing out.

You barely saw what was happening to them.

Then the kid got a new camera cause lost it down that hole I guess.

So they started recording themselves using their power, which was telekenises.
The boy who has the messed up life is the stronger one.
Basically in the movie they show they can fly, move things with their minds.
The stronger boy started getting evil. It reaches the point that he needed to be stopped, as in killed :/
Sooo yeah, it was pretty cool. 

So it's Monday, fresh new week.

Hope it brings nothing but good things and surprises :)

Peace out!

Friend or Acquaintance?

Happy Friday everyone!

I have an interesting topic to talk about today.

Friends

What are friends?

Are they just someone you know? Someone you can trust?

Me, I don't have much friends. I like it that way, I keep acquaintances.

I think some people take friendships too far. Ever had someone who you usually do not speak with, but they talk to you when they need something. Yeah, that's not a friend.

In high school I didn't need friends. I had classmates.

Maybe I'm just weird, but everybody is different.

The only people I would consider friends are my actual best friends, which I consider family.

Friendship is based like a regular relationship, trust.

It's hard to trust people. People think they just earn my trust on the spot.

HA!

Don't make me giggle.

I'm a trustworthy person, but are you?

 Moving from New York, I lost touch with basically everyone I went to High School with.

I was told before I graduated that after High School I wouldn't be friends with some of the people I was friends with, but I wasn't expecting to lose touch with everyone.

I mean I did my part. I tried my best to keep in touch just to at least let people know I'm still alive, but I guess everyone is too busy to just say hi.

That's one thing I cannot stand. 

When someone sends me a text or a comment on Facebook or some sort, and they call me a stranger...

Really?

Communication works both ways, do not try to play me.

But on the brighter side, less people to worry about right?

I mean would you rather have to listen to other people's problems with the more friends you have?

I don't know maybe I'm just being mean here.

Anyways, I don't wanna leave this blog on a bad note..

Cause it's Fridayyyy :D

Meaning I get to sleep in tomorrow!

*Throws confetti into the air*

Everyone have a fun and safe day.

♥

Who am I?

So yesterday was pretty much an eye opener for me..

I have this really bad habit that if I like someone, I immediately look at all the positives and boom, I want to be in a relationship. Like more than a friendship.

I don't know if it is a habit but it just happens to me and I can't control it.

It sucks because I know that can totally ruin any type of relationship with someone.

I've been friends with someone for almost a month.

I find him to be really cool, fun and interesting.

I like spending time with him.

What I noticed was I wanted to keep spending time with him.

I remember him telling me that I should know and like who I am before I like someone else.

In the beginning, I wasn't really looking for a relationship.

I've been hurt too many times in my past.

Something about him really caught my eye though.

I felt nothing but positive things around him.

So then my emotions just started going crazy like a roller coaster. I started to really like him.

I didn't know if he felt the same so why not ask him.. right?

I mean, there was a "little" bit of alcohol in my system.. so I couldn't really hold it in.

I asked him "Am I too clingy around you?"

He answered by saying "No but I do feel like we need to take things slow."

I give him 100% respect for answering that question truthfully.

He could've just said no, leading me to think maybe I'm just over thinking things.

He mentioned "I don't want it to be like if I were to ask you out right now, you'll say yes."

Which I would have..

And I totally agree, it shouldn't be like that. 

I got pretty scared that night, I thought he was going to stop talking to me.

So when I got home, I just did nothing but thinking.

I kept blaming myself, but in the end it was how I felt.

I realized I needed to back up a bit and let life take it's course.

A few weeks, as in yesterday, we hung out after my class.

I'm not going to lie, a little bit of those feeling were coming back.

As we were hanging out, I couldn't help but feel something was wrong. I asked him and he said he was tired, which he probably was but I felt something else was up.

As I was trying to be flirtatious, I hear the word "obsessive" come out of his mouth.

I felt offended.

It just led me to think maybe I didn't change, maybe I'm still all over him.

I felt disappointed in myself.

He told me how he felt. It was hard for him to explain, which is reasonable because I have a hard time expressing how I feel.

He told me he doesn't really know who he is yet and he's not ready for a relationship.

I don't blame him. If that's how he feels, then it is what it is.

And I'm not going to lie, part of it is my fault because I like to talk to him every day. 

And if I don't hear from him, a feel a little down. Not too down though. I just like talking to him.

So, basically everything was let out in the open. Which is good.

It led me to think maybe we do need to do our own thing, it's not like we're going to stop talking.

Like I said before, he's a cool person.

I have school and currently looking for employment, I should start focusing on my life and where I'm headed. 

To find myself.